I'm back to the site

Summary:

I needed a little time-out because of stress, and because i made two failures. Through that time i upgraded my discord server more, and i'm happy to announce that we have 41 members on the discord.

I'm back to the site

PanicAtTheSmith 09 May 2020 19:19

Hello to whoever is reading this.

I've been feeling pretty bad lately. The reason is stress and failed works. I needed to take a break from the site. Even though i'm back, I lost my motivation to make items. I don't think i'll make works in the future, but i'll stay here with you all. I worked on the discord, and we have 41 members which is really good compared with the slow start we had. We are constantly growing, today we had 4 new members. I'm happy that i'm back, i'm happy that i can be here with you all.

I can't express my ideas in english, so i'll just stay with the SCP-HU branch, but i'll be here with you all. I promise

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Post nubila Phoebus.

Re: I'm back to the site

Meta Wonderrat 10 May 2020 12:13

So, the Insurgency just loses?

Writting is supposed to be fun and fun can not be forced. Tying the perceived worth of once own work to external validation is a road that leads to disaster. You have to write for yourself, otherwise, what was supposed to be fun, just is not. This comes down to philosophy, so I can only point you in the direction where writing is fun. I have no influence on whether you go there.

External validation is nice to have, but it has nothing to do with whether or not something is a failure. The failure is not the falling down, but the staying down.

I am glad to hear that you will stay with us, but by you putting the cloak of the author down it still feels like a loss. Like I could not provide you with what you needed to walk, so now you will never get to run.

Language is hard to master, but with persistence it can be done. The fight is not over. It is as my tagline says, I am still fighting myself. I hope that you will once again join in this ring of combat, does not have to be now, but I hope you will eventually.

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Fighting Monsters and Language since 2016.